Jackie Macias; 18yrs; Hispanic; Straight;
The Way I Am:
I'm someone you will never understand
my mind changes more then expected,
and i want everything my way but never ends up happening that way.
I hate how often things change when you really think about it everything is different.
But change it good right?
I met a lot of people in my life some that just weren't meant to stick around,
and made memories that weren't meant to last.
This world it filled with lies and that's something everybody is qualified of.
The devilish smiles surround every inch of this world. Hatred is all around us,
and that's something that i know for a fact will never change!
People will use anybody just to have there own satisfaction.
So welcome to reality!
I've been to hell and back.
I've tripped over my own flip flop and plain embarrassed myself.
I can't flutter my eyes and get what i want.
Everything has a cost, work for it!
My life is messed up and i probably don't ever learn from my mistakes.
But nobody is perfect!
We've all been lied to, cheated on and had our hearts stolen.
I've messed up royally and i don't think that would ever change.
I've been knocked down further then expected but i don't regret it.
Every hit was worth it because i felt it. I knew it was real!
Life is a routine and i'm living this routine wrong everyday!
But i don't regret one thing because what i did was what i once wanted and i got satisfaction, my life is mine!
So stop trying to tell me how to live it.
And i'd love for you to try to break me!
We live in a world of fakes, dare to be real?